It’s 2010… Well, what do you know, time really flies. Sometimes I wish that I would just like be Peter Pan, the boy who never grew up, so that I could just do so much with my time right now. I wouldn’t bother about things like, what would happen to me in the next five years?, would I still be alive by then?, wuld I get to live the life that I wanted to live?. At this point, I really don’t know where my life would be leading me next. I have finished school, passed the Board Exams and I have been working as an auditor in the number one auditing firm in the country. Everything seemed to be going the way I have been wishing them to go but what now..? I’m pretty sure I would not be staying in this Company in the next few months but again, what now??
I have given myself an ultimatum. To set things. This will be my last year working as an auditor, definitely. This year, will be my last chance to try working abroad. I have been praying for this for a long time now… Praying very very hard. I have always wanted to work abroad. This is the fastest way for me to help my family, I think… Maybe I’ll be working abroad for one year.. Concentrate on providing my family a better life than what we have right now. And then I would concentrate on my own life. Hopefully, things would turn out just the way I wanted, then, when I get back, I’ll get married. Right, get married, settle down.. for good. My family is the only thing that have been holding me back. I wanted them to be perfectly comfortable with their lives before I ever get to think of myself.
If things, don’t work out, I’ll just have to find a very good Company where I can transfer to… and still get married one year after.
There are just so many things that I am anxious about. I wanted these to materialize as soon as possible. Maybe I just have to be patient and wait for whatever it is that God decides what’s best for me.=)
