I don’t know where to go.
I’m here at a point where I have been thinking and thinking, where should I actually be? This year is my ultimatum for myself to work abroad. I wanted to go abroad, to work there. For me, this is my express ticket to having the life I wanted for my family. As of now, I have been actively seeking for THAT job abroad but I always end up a failure, with no employer giving me calls. I’m losing hope. I’m scared. What if I don’t get what I want? What now? I wanted to stick with my plans.: To work abroad for one year and then get married when I get back. But what if evrything would not go as planned? Should I just get married and settle for a job here in the Philippines? Would that make me happy? At this point, i really don’ know where to go, what to do…
